hudson, new york
smoking pot with jen i met at sip and suds
on my bed
-so, what's vegas like?
-it's so fucking out of control. it's like another world
-wow. i haven't left hudson for like, forever
-you should come with me next time
-what, and be like your entourage?
she lays back on me
-i can't leave hudson, muffy
we lay down
i put my arm around her
-muffy, i'm not...i'm not gay
-i know. just this. no sex. no pressure
she turns, her cheek on my heart
-then just this. this is nice, this is really nice
i pat her hair. my kitten
-i wish he was like you, muffy
-baby, it's ok
-he's, he's so mean
-shhh...he's an asshole. you, you are beautiful
-yes, you are. right now, just me and you, nothing else. everything's ok.
-i don't want this to end
-it's ok, kitten, i'm here....for you